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Breakfast Serial Episode 6: The Glade

By Todd French | April 23, 2011

Sam wasn’t sure exactly what he was getting himself into.  The more he thought about it the more perplexed he became.  Throughout his life of faith he had always taken concepts like angels, demons, and the spiritual warfare they signified to be at best figurative, and honestly more like icons to an intellectual struggle to work out salvation.  If what he’d experienced over the last few hours was true, and he had no indications it wasn’t, then everything he’d thought and believed his entire life was off base, and significantly to boot.

When pressed by the older gentlemen for an answer on his call to action, who said he was called Jeb, he had nodded in the affirmative.  The resolve of that nod was however anything but firm.  He’d seen his figurative ideas of faith blow away like chaff in a strong wind.  He wasn’t sure exactly what that left him with really.  He’d never been much of a ‘take it all literally’ sort of Christian.  And yet he was now faced with a reality that meant nothing but a literal interpretation would suffice.  It was a bewildering world he now faced.

Jeb must have sensed his internal struggle, and leaned over to check his wound again.  He spoke, “It looks like the bleeding has stopped.  It’s a lot to take in given the short span of time you’ve experienced it in I know.  Do you think you can move?”

Sam leaned forward and began the painful move upward and replied, “I can.  I am just not sure how far.”

Jeb put his arm around Sam and helped him up, “Don’t worry, it’s not far.  We will be there before you know it.”  And they were off.

Sam didn’t remember most of the trip.  He somehow managed to put one foot in front of the other through the thick underbrush and fecund undergrowth.  Jeb seemed to be able to both guide his steps and still make good time through the woods.

In no time at all they had arrived at the destination.  And this is when things took another turn for the surreal.  Jeb seemed to be ill at ease.  Sam could only believe that things were not as Jeb had left them, and that something was wrong.  They stopped a few yards short of the edge of the glade, and Jeb eased Sam down to the ground and leaned him up against a mature oak tree.  He put a finger up to his lips in a sort of ‘shush’ motion, and then he disappeared into the brush.

He wasn’t gone long before Sam saw the source of the problem.  One of the bansheers was in the middle of the glade sitting atop a pile of rubbish of some sort thrashing wildly, and grunting in what Sam could only assume was an unhappy low tone.  Pieces of the rubbish pile were being tossed to and fro without concern by the creature as it seemed to be intent on finding something.  Sam saw clothes, canvas, and other things being tossed high into the air by it.  Sam wasn’t sure what to make of it all honestly.

The next time Sam caught sight of Jeb he spotted him kneeling inside the glade itself, in what he could only assume was prayer.  And he stood and spoke in a booming voice, “In the name of the father, I bind you to your fate.  I cast your lot into Gehenna where the fire is not quenched.  Go willingly now and you will not suffer further harm.”

The beast turned and regarded Jeb for the first time.  For a tense few moments, it stared intently at Jeb as if staring into the fabric of his soul.  And then it retorted in a voice that Sam wasn’t sure was physical that had a tone like fingernails on a chalk board, “You are not the master of my fate.  You hold no power over me.  I am bound for the day of reckoning, and nothing short of that.  You are a trifling thing.  Die now like your darling bride old man.”

With the massive beast launched itself in a headlong charge.  Sam wasn’t sure what chance the old man had against the beast.  He wasn’t sure what that meant for his own fate.   It all boiled down to whether a frail looking old man could best something that looked like it was belched out of a John Carpenter nightmare.  Sam wasn’t sure what the odds were, but he was fairly sure they weren’t high.

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Breakfast Serial Episode 4: Evil Makes an Entrance

By Todd French | April 9, 2011

When Rhona Lammas awoke that morning she knew something was wrong.  Not in that, ‘its damp and my hair will look like crap all day’ sort of way.  Rather in that, ‘something in the universe is totally off, and lives could be lost now’ sort of a way.  Not being the sort of person that is driven by emotionalism or hysterical fervor, she knew this impression on her psyche to be the genuine article.  She knew this, because her long experience in these matters had taught her well.

As she quietly rose from her cot in the sparsely furnished tent that she called home, she weighed the impression.  She took its full measure and came to terms with its dimensions.  The more familiar she became with the particulars of its height and breadth, the more concerned she became.  Under normal circumstances she was able to make some sense of the impression at least in terms of source, focus, intent, and potential destinations.  In this case, she was unable to lay hold of any of that.

The more she focused on it, the more her own personal hackles began to go up around this impression.  In her most honest moment, she admitted if only to her, that she was fearful for her own safety.  The life she lived in the wilderness with her husband of approaching a half century was fraught with peril.  Anything could go wrong in the deeps of the forest, and no one would be the wiser.  She could pass from this life without so much as a blink from the world around her, and there would be little that would notice apart from her husband.

It was at this point that Rhona realized she had been pacing aggressively again, and wearing a deep path into the ground under the tent.  She did that from time to time, more so when she focused intently on spiritual matters.  She stopped the pacing and stepped out of her tent into the glade that was for all intents and purposes her entire world.

As she stood there she wondered how much longer her husband was going to be gone.  He had gone down to the Fox creek early in the morning, before the sun was even up to check for truffles and ginseng.  And now with the morning pretty well spent, she knew he’d been gone entirely too long for that task.  “What’s keeping him?”  She muttered under her breath.

And in that next instant, all of the information she wanted about the impression became crystal clear.  As a beast from her nightmares stepped out of the forest and into her glade not even fifty yards from her.  It was a bansheer, a creature that she’d heard Jeb talk about more than once, but that she’d only seen in her mind’s eye and in her nightmares.  It was uglier in person than even her imagination had painted it.

In that instant she knew that this particular one was here for her.  And she was sorely afraid.

Not willing to be consumed by fear she spoke, “I command you in the name of Jesus to flee back to the dank hole you crawled out of.”

It focused its considerable will upon her, and wordlessly intoned, “You have no ability to constrain me.  You have been handed over to me.  Your time has come, and I am here to claim your ending.”

The creature’s words left her puzzled and confused.  She lived the life her creator had called her to.  She’d been as faithful to the holy text as she could.  And her entire life was focused on living out her calling in relationship with her savior.  To have this situation befall her didn’t make any sense.  A bear, a coyote, a snake, or a wolf that would have made sense, but to be handed over to a servant of the dark one, that was devoid of logic.

In that moment she did the only thing she knew, she responded in the only way that made sense.  She knelt and prayed fervently for her direct and immediate salvation.  She prayed for her husband’s immediate return from the creek.

Either sensing what she was doing, or knowing full well the only response a person of faith would have to such a situation, it bull-rushed her, head down at an amazing speed, an unearthly speed.  She knew she would feel its long claws in mere moments.  She prayed her end would come quickly if her salvation was not immediately to be had.  She didn’t want to be a plaything for this beast.  And as she prayed the sweetness of unconsciousness consumed her.

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Book Review of Dinner With a Perfect Stranger: An Invitation Worth Considering by David Gregory

By Clark Goble | February 13, 2011

The premise of the book “Dinner With a Perfect Stranger” is simple; business man Nick Cominsky receives a dinner invitation from Jesus Himself. Though suspecting it is a hoax, the skeptical Cominsky honors the invitation and finds a modernized Christ in a suit and tie awaiting him at the restaurant. It takes Cominsky awhile to buy into the idea that he is actually speaking with Christ, but once he does the ensuing conversation is quite beneficial to the reader. Cominsky throws all of the usual objections at Jesus; topics covered include suffering, other religions, and sin. Gregory’s work is in essence an apology wrapped in a narrative.  

I must admit that my heart skips a beat anytime I see writers use Jesus as a character. It seems more prudent to allow our Lord and Savior to speak to us rather than presuming to speak for Him; however, I must admit that Gregory’s story works. There are no shocking moments and Gregory makes no attempt to reshape Christianity – rather, Gregory’s Jesus makes a case for why Christianity is relevant in our modern, hurried life.  

Perhaps the most edifying aspect of this short book is its focus on our relationship with Christ. I highly recommend it for skeptics and Christians who have nagging doubts. For those on a budget, “Dinner With a Perfect Stranger” is available in Kindle format for just .99 cents.

----> Clark Goble is a disciple of Christ, a husband, father, student, and writer. He welcomes your comments and encourages you to leave one here or email him at cdgobleATgmail.com. You can follow his twitter updates at http://twitter.com/#!/CDGoble
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Stay Thirsty my Friends

By Todd French | November 28, 2010

Dos Equis has started running a series of commercials that are in a word, unique. They revolve around a man described as, ‘the most interesting man in the world’. They explain who he is and why he holds that title. The list of accomplishments and reasons for which he holds the title are as garishly over the top as they impossible to have ever attained. It’s fair to say that I love the commercials. If I drank beer, which I don’t, it would be safe to say that I would be interested in trying Dos Equis.

There is a curious way that each of the commercials ends. It ends with the gentleman described as, ‘the most interesting man in the world’, holding a Dos Equis and saying, “Stay thirsty my friends”. I find this closing tag line to be profound. In the context of the commercial it means, ‘live your life in such an active, extroverted, and interesting way, that you are always thirsty for more of the nectar that feeds this existence’. And the concept is typical of most marketing, by linking the drinking of a particular type of beer with amazing things, as if these things are only possible by drinking this beer.

Allow me to make a simple confession, I despise marketing. I think it is a particularly craven fashion to entice people into doing something that they might not otherwise be interested in doing. And this commercial is no different than any of the rest. This particular closing tag line hits me in a different place though. It strikes me as a clarion call to a different sort of life. When separated from the context of the commercial, it sounds almost like something our savior might say, something we might hear from our God.

I can almost imagine those words coming from our savior, our creator, and our God, ‘following me is a tough task, and if you do it right you’ll always be thirsty, so stay thirsty my friends’. The life we are called to by our savior is and should be viewed in the context of ‘the most interesting man in the world’. The tasks we are called to in this life are no less garishly over the top when viewed from a God centered context. The long and short of it is this, we are charged with being the light in a very dark place. We are tasked with being the salt that preserves all that it comes in contact with. We are tasked with the redeemer kinsman for those that have fallen down and can’t get up.

And viewing that kind of life and tasking allow me to heartily say, “Stay thirsty my friends”.

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Hope

By Todd French | March 12, 2010

Hope as it turns out is a cheap slut, or so my current situation would lead me to believe.  Allow me to explain…  I awoke this morning to find a situation that looked very promising in my email.  A company that I submitted a resume to for a completely different job, (for which I was absolutely unqualified), had done something very interesting.  Rather than toss my resume, they compared it to their other openings, and contacted me regarding a possible match.  In the preliminary discussions everything looked hopeful.  I dared to believe that this was THE ONE, that this was a providential opportunity that was going to lead to gainful employment.  I dared to hope.  I dared to believe.

It seemed like everything was going well.  I updated my resume as requested by the human resources staff at the company.  I asked for prayer from the people closest to me.  And everything looked like it was going to work out.  Until all hope was extinguished when the person I had been dealing with asked for more detailed revisions to my resume, and included the resumes of the other candidates in the process to show me what he was looking for.  It was at this point that hope fled like the virtue of a prom queen after the prom is over.  And I was left with an unbelievable situation and I was surely stunned.  The other candidates completely blew me out of the water in terms of qualifications, experience, training, and job knowledge.  They had advanced degrees, and decades of experience I could only wish to have.  One was even on the development team for the most current release of the product this job entails supporting.

And so I gave in to the dark despair that lurks in the recesses of my spirit.  I was left with a number of questions regarding the quality and nature of my faith.  The Bible says in many places that God cares for all of his creation.   Jesus himself repeats this theme in his ministry also.  I believe this to be true, and yet I wonder about God’s provision in my immediate context.  I am fearful about the future.  I accept the Bible at face value that God has a plan for my life, and yet I am frightened about its timing and implementation.

I wonder if I am a liar when I say that I believe in God’s word on this subject, yet reside in such a dark and despairing place.  I wonder if it is sinful to be fearful that God won’t fulfill his promises.  Am I a hypocrite when I exhort others to believe in God, when my faith seems to be so shallow?  Am I the wrong man for anything God may have planned for the future, when I am compelled to ask these questions?  Should I just accept the counsel of Job’s wife and ‘curse God and die’?

And yet in my darkest times I was reminded that God is sovereign.  I was reminded that despite my circumstances, God still sits on the throne.  I was uplifted to know that in spite of all the wind and rain that is buffeting my situation the omnipotent, omniscient, and omnipresent being that created the universe by the simple spoken declaration of his will still exists.  The power to confirm all that he has promised still resides in his spirit. 

If I do nothing more than retain the belief in those things, I will have succeeded in surviving the test of this moment, for surely it must have been a test.  I was compelled to remember always, that my timing isn’t his timing.  I was encouraged to remain steadfast in accepting that God pays for what he orders in our lives.  He protects all that creates with the same power that said, ‘let there be light’.  Those that God has entrusted into the care of my life, matter to almighty God.  I matter to him at the same time.

This moment might seem to some to have been trivial.  It might seem like much ado about nothing.  I assure you that it wasn’t.  The substance of my very soul was tested this morning.  I was weighed on the scales.  I can only pray that I didn’t come to the place of remembrance too late.  I can only wish that my despair wasn’t as costly to me in the long term as I fear it might be.  The path out of despair this morning was painful and difficult, but I came out of the place.  And I know I didn’t reside there or walk out of there alone.  The spirit of God was there trying to comfort the whole time.  It was this same spirit that provided timely remembrances of God’s word and promises.  And it was this same spirit that carried me out of the land of despair when it was time, my feelings regarding hope notwithstanding.

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